I'm Stuck

I am nothing
I am useless
I am a disturber
I am a sucker
I never know when
I never know why
it just flow... naturally
every time I see you
you just stuck in my mind
you just fly free there
and I can't stop it
then I realized something
I guess I'm really in love with you
I just addicted to you
you make me high
you make me have a new spirit
you make me happy
even though you never be something in my life
but you always be my special kind of someone for me
I used to keep you in my mind
because I used to believe you
I used to wish for miracles
but it never come
my dreams never come true
I know it
I won't dreaming and wishing some thing too much
I still believe about miracle
but I don't believe it'll come true
just wishes
wishes that never granted